NEW BEGINNING – 4

We now have been living together since October 15, the day of the Libra New Moon. It was an important day and the planets in heaven were showing it by their transits on both our astrological charts.

I was very hopeful that our co-habitation would be smooth and that our relationship would get closer. It did get closer…..but not in the way I was expecting. Yes, we were together every day, we did things together, walked together, meditated together, ate together, had great time together, but his reluctance to closeness made him back away from me, one day at a time.

He became more and more judgmental of my behavior, preaching to me and criticizing my lack of commitment toward improving my soul. He made me cry more often than I cared for and the joy I had felt when we would get together (before our co-habitation) has vanished.

Oh! He tells me nice things too, like “I am the best, a dream come true, without me nothing would have happened, etc...” He is very grateful for all the things I do for him and he thanks me all the time! He is also wonderful at home, taking care of things, cooking for me, preparing my breakfast every morning, calling me cute names and stroking my hair when he passes by me. But no more big hugs or kisses like we did before. He keeps away from me as much as he can, as if he is afraid of getting burnt!

It has been a roller coaster of a relationship! I never know how he is going to react to what I say or what I do. This is very funny!  Because he convinced me to break up my former relationship for that same reason: I was controlled by the man and had to tiptoe in his presence. Now, I feel exactly the same with him.

Is it my fault? Do I love him too much and therefore give him too much power over me? Do I do too much for him, making him feel guilty and thus reacting in a negative way? Maybe, but I do what I do without thinking, because my “guides” told me to take care of him, and I do.  Why?

The “Divine Plan” that put us together in my small New York apartment must be the answer, but I fail to see what the answer is. In two weeks we are both going on a trip to Mexico to spend the end of the Maya calendar in the country where it was created. We will be together for more than two weeks and we will share tight quarters, even tighter than my apartment!! What will happen then? Only God knows, who conceived this plan!

Knowing the future is not always a picnic!

Knowing the future is not always a picnic! How do I tell someone who is acting in a certain way that I know that what he/she does now is useless because I KNOW what is going to happen? You see, you cannot tell anybody that you know what they are going to do in the future, because they are not ready for it. By revealing too soon you take a risk of changing the timeline, making this person take different steps to avoid something that they are not prepared for or because they have another idea of what their future should be.

I am not talking about broad astrological predictions or even psychic readings. I am talking about clear “visions” of this person’s future and those who are related to him/her in these “visions”.

Some things in our lives are meant to be, events that we were prepared for in another life which have to happen in this life in order to fulfill our soul contracts. The veil of forgetfuleness does not allow us to remember who we really are and what these “contracts” are. So, we have to find out the hard way: by discovering them as we do our living, day by day, along the 3D linear time frame.

However, time does not exist outside of our 3D world; so, there is no past or future, only present. For some individuals it is possible to have a glimpse into this eternal present and see events which are in our  past or in our future. Timelines can be changed though, and it can be dangerous because everything being interconnected, this might have unwanted consequences.

So, knowing the future is not always a picnic! However, if you are personally involved and you know the outcome of some situation and it agrees with you, then you say nothing and wait for what you know is going to happen. This takes away the worry about the future and you can relax and enjoy the games humans play, not knowing that they are just players of a game the outcome of which is already on record.

My iPad Thanksgiving adventure

My friend and I were invited for a Thanksgiving dinner in New Jersey. We took a cab uptown to get on time to the Port Authority where we were going to take a bus.

The traffic was horrendous because of the Thanksgiving day Parade, and 10 blocks from the Port Authority we decided to continue on foot, because we would get there faster.

We stopped in a flower shop to get flowers for our hostess, and I suddenly realized that the bag containing my iPad and my digital camera was not with me! I left it in the cab!! Too late to find the cab.

I had a panic attack! My iPad, my best companion before going to sleep (yes, don’t laugh! I do my reading in bed!). Images of doom came to my mind. Sensitive information was contained in that little tablet, which I did not care to share with anybody! What to do? What to do?

My friend and I did some visualization and I prayed to God, the Angels, the Universe that my iPad would return to me unharmed, hoping to be heard!

We got to Port authority, took our bus and arrived on time for an Italian style Thanksgiving dinner (the turkey was a side dish!!). I had time to submit a lost and found request to the Yellow Cabs company ($47, just for the asking) and then enjoyed my dinner as much as I could, trying to forget about the fate of my iPad.

When we got home, I opened my computer and found an e-mail that made my heart jump with joy!

“Hello,

I found a tote bag with an iPad & camera in it today in a taxi. I think they are yours.

Please call me at…….”

I dialed the number and a woman answered, immediately recognizing my name. She explained to me that she was the next passenger on the cab and immediately saw my tote bag. She looked into it and saw the iPad and camera. She herself has the same tablet and realized that whomever lost this gadget must be very upset, because if it has been her, she would be very upset! So she decided to take it with her try to figure out who it belonged to.

This was some detective work, because my iPad is locked and there was name or any indication of the owner. So she did research, using a little icon placed at the bottom of the screen which, when touched, reveals the photo gallery. She looked at my pictures, hoping to find a clue! And there it was! An art show where I was the artist, with my art on the wall and me in front the pictures. She located the signature on the artwork, and put my name on Google, and the rest is history!! You can’t hide anything from Google!!

It just happens that April (that’s the name of my Angel) is also an artist and studied in France for a while. I went this morning to pick up my belongings and met her and her husband in person. They are wonderful people, warm and generous, and we really hit it off, and we are now friends (also on Facebook!).

I am going to help her with her website as a token of gratitude for saving my iPad and my digital camera.

Voila. This is the Thanksgiving miracle I wanted to reveal to the world!!

If you have an iPad or tablet or digital camera, please put your name and phone number on it, because not everybody is as smart an investigator as April. Thank you April!! God bless you!

I AM GRATEFUL

Creation in Physical Reality

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=7W40wJQfeMA#!