Sunday, December 09, 2012

Friday, December 07, 2012

NEW BEGINNING - 5



Change your belief, change your life

To shift from despair to joy is very simple: stop believing what makes you unhappy and start believing that all is well and God’s will shall prevail.
This is what I did when I switched my belief that my “roommate” was my “twin flame”, the one I have been expecting all my life, the one with whom I would realize the “sacred union”.

I fantasized about the union of the souls for as long as I can remember. To sublimate this deep desire of my soul, I wrote a book called “Transmutation, a Novel about Eternal Love”, based on the Hermetic tradition and a number of dreams that gave me the canvas on which to build my story. (www.transmutation-novel.com)

With such expectations I was doomed to be disappointed, since my roommate had other ideas about what our relationship should be. He saw me as a friend, a great friend, but nothing else! He could not respond to my yearnings and this made our co-habitation rather uncomfortable. (See New Beginning – 4).

After a particularly harsh evening, the next morning we had a long conversation that finally cleared the air. I accepted the fact that I had been wrong about what he represents in my life. We do have a soul contract, but it is not the one I thought it would be. We are learning from each other and we are helping each other. Our lives have changed for the better since we have met because of our action on each other. And this is it!
Now that I shifted belief, I feel like another person. I am as happy as one can be, enjoying every minute of his presence in my life, and so does he (I hope!!). Our relationship became smooth and easy, like real friends should be.

I hope to find my “twin flame” someday, either here or in another dimension, and I believe I will because of my recurrent yearning for such an experience. God’s will shall prevail!


Monday, December 03, 2012

UNCONDITIONAL LOVE

 
 
To better understand what unconditional love is, look at the way your dog loves you, no matter how you treat it. For your dog, you are God and your dog will never question its love for you. For us humans, the closest we come to unconditional love is the love we have for our children, especially when they are still infants. Later we might have expectations from them!
 
Unconditional love is love with no expectations. It is not a “feeling”, it is a state of being, a complete unification of our heart and soul, a state of pure bliss, no matter what the circumstances of our life are. We love God unconditionally. We have to love ourselves unconditionally, because we are ONE with God, only separated from Him/her by our human condition. We have to love nature unconditionally; we have to love our fellow humans unconditionally, no matter how disturbing some of them might seem to us. God loves us all unconditionally.

As we can see, this kind of love is not the norm among us humans. We love with conditions, with expectations, with emotions, both positive and negative. In fact, what we call love is a sentimental vision of life, based on the yearnings of our ego. This kind of love can also be destructive if not fulfilled and easily turn into hatred. This kind of love is jealous, possessive, territorial, selfish and narcissistic. In order to love unconditionally, our ego has to be integrated, and used only when necessary to assert our rights. Detachment is the result of integrating our ego. When we are no longer controlled by our emotions we are ready for unconditional love.
 When it comes to romantic relationships, unconditional love is rare, because when we are in love we have many expectations.  As long as both partners feel loved for who they are, love is bliss. However, if criticism or any other negative behavior appear, it goes down the drain, because this love is ego driven.

How to “integrate” our ego? With deep inner work, daily meditation, listening to our higher self and applying the rules of unconditional love as much as we can.


Saturday, December 01, 2012

Relationships


 
Whatever relationships you have attracted in your life at this moment, are precisely the ones you need in your life at this moment. There is a hidden meaning behind all events, and this hidden meaning is serving your own evolution.
― Deepak Chopra



Friday, November 30, 2012

NEW BEGINNING – 4


We now have been living together since October 15, the day of the Libra New Moon. It was an important day and the planets in heaven were showing it by their transits on both our astrological charts.
I was very hopeful that our co-habitation would be smooth and that our relationship would get closer. It did get closer…..but not in the way I was expecting. Yes, we were together every day, we did things together, walked together, meditated together, ate together, had great time together, but his reluctance to closeness made him back away from me, one day at a time.

He became more and more judgmental of my behavior, preaching to me and criticizing my lack of commitment toward improving my soul. He made me cry more often than I cared for and the joy I had felt when we would get together (before our co-habitation) has vanished.
Oh! He tells me nice things too, like “I am the best, a dream come true, without me nothing would have happened, etc...” He is very grateful for all the things I do for him and he thanks me all the time! He is also wonderful at home, taking care of things, cooking for me, preparing my breakfast every morning, calling me cute names and stroking my hair when he passes by me. But no more big hugs or kisses like we did before. He keeps away from me as much as he can, as if he is afraid of getting burnt!

It has been a roller coaster of a relationship! I never know how he is going to react to what I say or what I do. This is very funny!  Because he convinced me to break up my former relationship for that same reason: I was controlled by the man and had to tiptoe in his presence. Now, I feel exactly the same with him.
Is it my fault? Do I love him too much and therefore give him too much power over me? Do I do too much for him, making him feel guilty and thus reacting in a negative way? Maybe, but I do what I do without thinking, because my “guides” told me to take care of him, and I do.  Why?

The “Divine Plan” that put us together in my small New York apartment must be the answer, but I fail to see what the answer is. In two weeks we are both going on a trip to Mexico to spend the end of the Maya calendar in the country where it was created. We will be together for more than two weeks and we will share tight quarters, even tighter than my apartment!! What will happen then? Only God knows, who conceived this plan!

Thursday, November 29, 2012

Knowing the future is not always a picnic!



Knowing the future is not always a picnic! How do I tell someone who is acting in a certain way that I know that what he/she does now is useless because I KNOW what is going to happen? You see, you cannot tell anybody that you know what they are going to do in the future, because they are not ready for it. By revealing too soon you take a risk of changing the timeline, making this person take different steps to avoid something that they are not prepared for or because they have another idea of what their future should be.
I am not talking about broad astrological predictions or even psychic readings. I am talking about clear “visions” of this person’s future and those who are related to him/her in these “visions”.

Some things in our lives are meant to be, events that we were prepared for in another life which have to happen in this life in order to fulfill our soul contracts. The veil of forgetfuleness does not allow us to remember who we really are and what these “contracts” are. So, we have to find out the hard way: by discovering them as we do our living, day by day, along the 3D linear time frame.

However, time does not exist outside of our 3D world; so, there is no past or future, only present. For some individuals it is possible to have a glimpse into this eternal present and see events which are in our  past or in our future. Timelines can be changed though, and it can be dangerous because everything being interconnected, this might have unwanted consequences.

So, knowing the future is not always a picnic! However, if you are personally involved and you know the outcome of some situation and it agrees with you, then you say nothing and wait for what you know is going to happen. This takes away the worry about the future and you can relax and enjoy the games humans play, not knowing that they are just players of a game the outcome of which is already on record.


Friday, November 23, 2012

My iPad Thanksgiving adventure


My friend and I were invited for a Thanksgiving dinner in New Jersey. We took a cab uptown to get on time to the Port Authority where we were going to take a bus.
The traffic was horrendous because of the Thanksgiving day Parade, and 10 blocks from the Port Authority we decided to continue on foot, because we would get there faster.
We stopped in a flower shop to get flowers for our hostess, and I suddenly realized that the bag containing my iPad and my digital camera was not with me! I left it in the cab!! Too late to find the cab.
I had a panic attack! My iPad, my best companion before going to sleep (yes, don’t laugh! I do my reading in bed!). Images of doom came to my mind. Sensitive information was contained in that little tablet, which I did not care to share with anybody! What to do? What to do?

My friend and I did some visualization and I prayed to God, the Angels, the Universe that my iPad would return to me unharmed, hoping to be heard!

We got to Port authority, took our bus and arrived on time for an Italian style Thanksgiving dinner (the turkey was a side dish!!). I had time to submit a lost and found request to the Yellow Cabs company ($47, just for the asking) and then enjoyed my dinner as much as I could, trying to forget about the fate of my iPad.
When we got home, I opened my computer and found an e-mail that made my heart jump with joy!
“Hello,

I found a tote bag with an iPad & camera in it today in a taxi. I think they are yours.

Please call me at…….”
I dialed the number and a woman answered, immediately recognizing my name. She explained to me that she was the next passenger on the cab and immediately saw my tote bag. She looked into it and saw the iPad and camera. She herself has the same tablet and realized that whomever lost this gadget must be very upset, because if it has been her, she would be very upset! So she decided to take it with her try to figure out who it belonged to.

This was some detective work, because my iPad is locked and there was name or any indication of the owner. So she did research, using a little icon placed at the bottom of the screen which, when touched, reveals the photo gallery. She looked at my pictures, hoping to find a clue! And there it was! An art show where I was the artist, with my art on the wall and me in front the pictures. She located the signature on the artwork, and put my name on Google, and the rest is history!! You can’t hide anything from Google!!
It just happens that April (that’s the name of my Angel) is also an artist and studied in France for a while. I went this morning to pick up my belongings and met her and her husband in person. They are wonderful people, warm and generous, and we really hit it off, and we are now friends (also on Facebook!).

I am going to help her with her website as a token of gratitude for saving my iPad and my digital camera.
Voila. This is the Thanksgiving miracle I wanted to reveal to the world!!
If you have an iPad or tablet or digital camera, please put your name and phone number on it, because not everybody is as smart an investigator as April. Thank you April!! God bless you!

Monday, October 29, 2012

Thursday, October 25, 2012

A NEW BEGINNING - 3

 
 

Do you believe in destiny? Do you think that no matter what we think and do, there is a “Divine Plan” for us to fulfill. Yes, we have free will, but some events in our life are meant to be, and they will happen when their time has come.
My meeting this man was meant to be. I had dreams about him long before I met him. Of course, I did not know who my dreams were announcing, but I knew that sooner or later he would show up in my life.

The other “event” which was part of the “Divine Plan” was that this man would end up living with me, in my tiny apartment. Oh! He did not want to!! He tried many different alleys, but they all failed and at the end, he had no choice, but come to live with me. To me, this was a sign that a Higher Power was in charge, and we had to comply.
This was going to be an experience that neither of us was prepared for. Our relationship, so far, is based on a loving friendship, a mutual respect for each other and is purely platonic. How to accommodate the need for space and isolation that he requires (and so do I) in this small New York apartment, pompously called a one-bedroom, when there is no wall separating the living room from the sleeping alcove!! We had to use our imagination and move things around to create some sort of separation that would allow some privacy for both of us.

We managed, and started to get used to this temporary arrangement. We are both learning how to adapt to a new situation and get to know each other better. I know it is difficult for him because his spiritual journey requires time alone, space and silence. As for me, my feelings for him became stronger and stronger, creating a conflict in our respective goals. I had to learn how to control my thoughts (which he picked up very easily!!) so as not to interfere in his field.
Now that we live under the same roof, his influence in my life is even more prominent! He takes very seriously his role as a teacher for me, showing me new ways of living my physical life as well as my behavior in general. Every day I make progress, growing and feeling better in my body and mind. He improves my life in every way and I hope I help him in his search for perfection, as well as his work which requires my skills.

Where is this going to lead? I don’t want to speculate and leave it to God to decide. After all, He/She put us in this tight situation!!



Sunday, October 14, 2012

A LIFE LONG DREAM

When a life long dream is about to come true,
it's magical, impossible to define.
The emotion is so deep that the only way to express it is to cry...
 
 

Tuesday, October 09, 2012

A NEW BEGINNING - cont.



A NEW BEGINNING – cont.

When he came into my life, I was a shadow of myself. My body was aching everywhere for lack of exercise, I had gained a lot of weight and it felt very uncomfortable. I was in limbo, waiting for the 5th dimension to materialize hoping I would have a better and more fulfilling life there.
I was in a relationship with a man for a very long time, but this relationship had ceased to enhance my life. I stayed in it out of boredom and habit, like a bad addiction. I was not “unhappy”, no; I was resigned to this mediocre life and accepted it as my fate, my “karma”, hoping it would finally end with the upcoming new cycle, the New Earth we are all waiting for. My spiritual journey had stopped when I met this man who is the opposite of what I should have aimed for. Why did I stay so long with him? I don’t know. We can always find reasons and justifications to our decisions, and they are all subjective, false, because we know so well how to lie to ourselves.
And then it happened. This new man comes into my life. He is younger than me, handsome, charismatic, and, above all, highly spiritual. He is on a journey that started for him when he was a child. Right from the start, he decided to be my “mentor”, to teach me how to live my life, how to walk every day and loosen my aching muscles, how to meditate and activate the light within. He offered me his friendship and unconditional love.  He told me that we were connected through the heart. I knew he was right, because I recognized him when he first came to my house. There was an unmistakable familiarity. Our souls knew each other! We had met before, in other lives, and here and now, we had to continue what we had started somewhere else. There was a “soul contract” we had to fulfill.

He came to see me regularly, taking me to the park for walks, helping me with my meditations, and, above all, making me aware of the absurdity of my relationship with my then partner, urging me to make the right decision and set myself free. He showed me the real reason why I was still in this relationship:  giving away my power. This was a recurring theme in my life, with all the important men I had relationships with, I always gave away my power and let them control me.

That’s how this man changed my life: I started losing weight, my aches and pains disappeared, and my body came back to life in a way that I was not expecting or even dreamed of! I am now able to walk fast and furious, without any effort! But most importantly, I found the strength to tell my partner that our life as a couple was over. We would stay friends and continue our dialogues, but we were no longer together and so, we would be free to live our lives the way we wanted.
I never felt so good in my life! I was free like a bird, and I had this new friend who made me so happy! I helped him with his projects and proved to be invaluable to him because of my skills which he badly needed. So, there is an exchange and we are fulfilling our soul contract.

There is still a lot of work to be done and we are both committed to keep helping each other, loving each other unconditionally, be there for each other and, above all, to continue our spiritual journey together.
Thank you God for sending this man into my life!

Sunday, September 30, 2012

A NEW BEGINNING



On New Year 2012 I wished for a new beginning and that all our dreams became reality.

I don’t know about you, but this is exactly what happened to me! Like many of us, I was waiting for something magic to happen in 2012. After all, this is the end of the Mayan calendar which falls on the December 21, 2012. It is also the end of a 26,000 years cycle, when the sun and the galactic center will be conjunct, on that same date 12-21-12, as well as the end of the Age of Pisces and the start of the Age of Aquarius. There are even longer cycles ending in 2012, all converging toward the 2012 Winter solstice.

With all of these endings expectations become paramount. The earth is going to be upgraded to the 5th dimension!  A New Earth will be borne, and a New Golden Age is dawning for humankind. Some will forecast catastrophes, while others see the awakening to a new state of consciousness, where LOVE is the rule and duality is over.

This is the vision I chose to have, because we are co-creators of our reality, and this is the reality I wish for all living beings on this Earth. While I was waiting for something special to stir my routine, I was doing a lot of studying, reading, researching everything about 2012, neglecting everything else. I had reduced my actions to the minimum, spending most of my time in front of my computer monitor.

And suddenly, he appeared in my life and my world went upside-down! He was the last thing I was expecting or even hoping for! He found me and I recognized him. We knew each other from past lives and our encounter here, at the end of this cycle, was meant to be, so that we could fulfill our soul contract.

Now my question is: will we complete our task in this 3D earth before going together, hand in hand, to the New Earth on the 5th dimension?  I certainly hope so and I am working on it in order to be ready when the 2012 Portal opens at the end of the year.

Blessings to all


Wednesday, September 19, 2012

Say it with your Heart


When words are inadequate to express your love, "Say it with your Heart"!

Sunday, January 01, 2012

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Let's hope that this will be a year of enlightenment for the whole planet
and Peace will be our choice!